All the Things I Never Wanted

I can't stop myself from thinking About what the boys had to say And I feel now, in a strange way Like I could never be your Lana Rey But I never wanted to, anyway Give them the time of day I never wanted to be someone Or something I'm really not I never wanted to grow out of My shirt, my hair or my flowerpot And so now, without blinking I keep on wondering in thinking And gathering my thoughts 'Cause really, what are the odds Of the Queen bowing to the Lords? No, any of these I can't envision I don't know - am I making the right decision? I never wanted to Have to escape to solitude Just to think and be able to drink and Write my rhymes But now it happens all the time As do all these things I never wanted They stole me and left my Earth salted Call it what you will and want Misfortune or a song That never leaves my heavy ears alone It's like breathing air as light as stone Oh no, perhaps it's hopeless Oh, perhaps - perhaps I'm hopeless