Never Mind

Maybe artists are supposed to be hopeless To give hope in the darkest of times Maybe I'm supposed to be worthless To give worth room in my rhymes 'Cause in all that I write I give birth to purpose But in my own life I watch impotence surface I hide behind lies and avoid the truth shirtless I realize just now And it hurts But my worth is Just about stillborn If it wasn't for you Although right now I wish We had never crossed paths Right now I wish I had died in the womb And if it wasn't for you I probably would have Died, right? 'Cause you saved my life In my darkest night You were my night light And I try to remind you that I don't mind dying But through the worst of it You're still by my side, right I hate you, but thank you for giving me purpose I just wanna sleep it all away The nightmares just get worse when I wake I hate to watch you turn away So I'll just close my eyes and hope you stay I want the world to stop turning I avoid thinking so much it's concerning It feels like I'm dreaming all the time Chasing and being chased How do I escape Never mind Go away Just go away Just go away Just go away I want the world to stop Turning And it feels Dreaming all the, dreaming all the time Never mind Curse you, hope For staying, for leaving For making me believe in Things so enslaving 'Cause I'm a slave to you And I'm a slave to freedom seeking I chase trains like they're supposed to Show me the way to freedom But these chains are made of what should've set me free Can't you see I'm chained I'm chained to all my unbelief 'Cause with faith it's the same All these questions seep in And eat at my bones 'Till my soul is defeated My feet give in when I need 'em the most When doubt is what's present I'm left to corrode I'm left alone with who I am And all I wanna to know I wanna know where you are 'Cause it seems like you left me Now there's no one to protect me Even though I know I'm the one Who told you to let me go Please don't let me Go away Just go away Just go away Just go away Just go away Just go away Just go away Just go away Just go away Just go away Just go away Just go away Never mind, just go away (I want the world to stop turning) Never mind, just go away (I want the world to stop turning) Never mind, just