I'm Not Okay (feat. S6LTY)

I'm not okay, be feelin' pain Every day is a struggle I told everyone I'm fine, but I lied Nobody hits my line, askin' if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fuckin' gun Gonna blow my damn brains out, and end all of my pain Was that too much for you Yeah, was it too much? I'm never enough, I'm never enough for you I lost myself, I gave my all to you I got a habit of never really thinking through F*ck my head up, really thinkin' that I had it too You say I'm no better than him, I got racks up in my denims I hated my past, so the old me, I had to kill him I ain't never worried, get the money, so I never feel him What would I ever do without her love Givin' her is the best I've ever heard of Damn, know it hurts, so I make it better, only to just getting worse, so Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah Now I'm stuck up in my own head I should've never let her lay in my bed I should've never No, I'm not okay, no, I'm not okay Cause you did a lot of damage to my heart I've never felt so betrayed I'm tired of being played like a game I ain't never be the same, I ain't never be the same Loving you was a curse, now I be feeling worse I'm not okay, I be feeling pain You left me in the rain Every day's a struggle I told everyone I was fine, but I had lied Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun Gonna blow my damn brains out Was that too much for you Drowning in my sorrows I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow The day you left, I cried I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out Damn, I don't know what to do without her love I'm not okay, be feeling pain You left me in the rain Every day's a struggle Told everyone I was fine, but I lied Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun Gonna blow my damn brains out Was that too much for you? No, I'm not okay No, I'm not okay Cause you dealt damage to my heart I never felt so betrayed I'm tired of being played like a game I'd never be the same I'd never be the same Loving you was a curse Now I'm feeling worse Drowning in my sorrows I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow The day you left, I cried I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out Damn, I don't know what to do without her love