mixed emotions

Sometimes my mind says go But I just wanna stop Sometimes my mind says go with the flow But I wanna be on top Not gonna stop for anybody Not for you not for them I'm not just anybody Mixed emotions Think I'm bipolar Mood swings Just want it to be over Can't even control my mind Sometimes I'm dying inside Other times I feel like I've never felt so alive My mind goes to the left While my body to the right Making all these mistakes And I don't feel right My mind changes its mind Like a light on and off Think I'm losing sight But I think I'm falling off The edge of a cliff Of emotions and thoughts Just leave me alone I just want it to stop Damn what do I do But my mind jumps to conclusions Like leapfrog Might be seeing illusions Don't know how to act I'm in a state of confusion You don't believe me That's the point that I'm provin What do I do What do I do My mind is fucked up And I can't decide without you I'm a mess I'm a wreck I'm a pill poppin junkie in distress I get no love from the people who Know me best Why don't you finish this noose Around my neck I'm just another man with a plan In distress Sometimes my mind says go But I just wanna stop Sometimes my mind says go with the flow But I wanna be on top Not gonna stop for anybody Not for you not for them I'm not just anybody Mixed emotions Think I'm bipolar Mood swings Just want it to be over Can't even control my mind Sometimes I'm dying inside Other times I feel like I've never felt so alive My mind goes to the left While my body to the right Making all these mistakes And I don't feel right My mind changes its mind Like a light on and off Think I'm losing sight But I think I'm falling off The edge of a cliff Of emotions and thoughts Just leave me alone I just want it to stop Damn what do I do But my mind jumps to conclusions Like leapfrog Might be seeing illusions Don't know how to act I'm in a state of confusion You don't believe me That's the point that I'm provin What do I do What do I do My mind is fucked up And I can't decide without you You know that I'm a mess You know that I'm a wreck You know I'm just another druggie in distress What I'm gonna do Put this noose around my neck What I'm gonna do If I don't cash this check Don't know how to act Don't know how to think I think sometimes but it changes in a blink I'm indecisive but I just want the bag Other times I just wanna be put in the sack Mixed emotions Think I'm bipolar Mood swings Just want it to be over Can't even control my mind Sometimes I'm dying inside Other times I feel like I've never felt so alive My mind goes to the left While my body to the right Making all these mistakes And I don't feel right My mind changes its mind Like a light on and off Think I'm losing sight But I think I'm falling off The edge of a cliff Of emotions and thoughts Just leave me alone I just want it to stop Can you make it stop? Can you make it stop? If I don't make it to the top I just wanna drop Can you make it stop? Can you make it stop? If I don't make it to the top I just wanna drop