Do My Best

Used to text you speeding down the highway Now I don't text you at all But still when my phone vibrates I'm hoping it's your call But no, of course it's not And it will never be Oh so you haven't heard? My brands catastrophe And when that feeling hits I want to collapse to the ground Sometimes for just a moment Other times it sticks around Close my eyes and try not to Gouge them out It can be unbearable Makes me want to scream at night Disconnect from the wifi Run away start a new life I will do my best To forget sinking feelings in my chest I will do my best To forget these past regrets Some days when I wake up I don't wanna leave my bed Feel that I'm not good enough I'd be better off dead I dodge calls so I can't Disappoint you anymore Love doing the f*ck up dance All the way to the sea floor And when I'm down there I recall the look in all your eyes The disappointment in them As crustaceans swim on by I feel so peaceful now Oh wait I'm gunna drown As my lungs fill with water Think of mine and friends laughter Float on up and feel better I will do my best To forget sinking feelings in my chest I will do my best To forget these past regrets I wanna be Shining brightly I wanna do Whatever I want to