12:17 or Later

Holding on I'm falling apart again I'm losing my fucking head I'm wishing that i was dead Filled with the dread of waking up in my bed Like waking the fucking dead These walls are caving in I'm staring up at the ceiling but there's nothing to repress These voices in my head that tell me i should be dead Cut my wrists watch the blood fucking drip Choke that bitch fill her up with the clip Slit my wrist my personality split Heart so cold i feel like i dont exist God if you're real just tell me I'll be ok Another to die another day I'm alive Wishing everybody would fucking just go away Leave me alone and why would you even try Sold my soul Feel so cold Always alone Aint got no home Nowhere to go Driving my car down the road in the cold Holding my phone Missing these calls please just leave alone Fucked up Running out of luck Sick of giving up Callin up the plug Somebody pick up Somebody pick up i need to feel numb Bullet to your head if you say you're done Cold nights Sleep in my car staring at the moonlight Long fights She dont love me and I just don't feel alright Heart like ice Slit my own throat I wouldn't even think twice Heart like ice Maybe she would love me if she could just watch me die Doing 90 on the road screaming till my fuckin throat feels like I'm gonna explode Headlights pass and I got no to ask if I could forget the past then I could just let it go Hold on to me don't let me go Cocaine's gone and I'm all alone Just put my last roxy up my nose Bring dead roses when I finally go Dead Rose's Fuckin hopeless I'm so broken Keep chain smoking