Chaotic Ending

Holding on to everything But i dont feel like living, ay Holding on to everything But this room just keeps spinning yeah Holding on to what Holding on to fucking nothing uh Holding on to life But life just keeps on fucking us They say don't give up But at the end all turns to dust Asking god hold on to what When all around me turns to rust Thinking back like what the f*ck All the people that I loved What's the point of you and us Whats the point of blowing up All these things that happen They tell me to pray to God But I dont believe in something I ain't fuckin see at all Take it at face value Take it have some fuckin faith Teach me how to love But you taught us all how to hate Depression got the best of me The devil fucking testing me These drugs are fucking tempting me It's overdose, the end of me Depression got the best of me The devil fucking testing me These drugs are fucking tempting me It's overdose, the end of me Lost souls lost souls Hope for death and tie the rope Hang me up and throw your stones Say goodbye I'm losing hope River flows body cold Dead roses along the road Oceans drain I'm giving up They paving roads with fucking blood Suicide cuts on my wrists, ay Just got done fucking your bitch, yeah Clean up the blood and the spit, ay Happiness doesn't exist, yeah Giving up f*ck all this shit Sick of it life is a bitch Cigarette ash when it's lit Trying to feel numb and that's it High hopes for a better life Die alone and forgotten life I don't know how I'm getting by Tie a rope I've been wasting time I could choke as time passes by I see your face when I close my eyes My sadness holds me under And I feel my body die I watch my body decay I do this every day I don't think I am ok I just might tear off my face If I dont die by the day I couldn't look at your face I am a fuckin disgrace Learn how a hollow point taste