Dead Bodies

I dont know how to escape I don't know if I can make it But I hope one day I blow up Before I take this gun and face it Hollow points right in my skull With this 38 I'm taking My own life's a fucking joke I don't know if I can make it Plastered smile on my face But I'm fucking sick of faking Mind is slowly growing weak Sick of all these drugs I'm taking Being sober ain't for me My mind is worse when I'm complacent Want to give up on you baby Cause my life is fucking draining yeah Where you run Where you go When you hide alone Let me run Let me go Scared of dying alone Look at the cuts on my wrists ay Gotta put ice on this shit yuh Got a price on a new whip ay Look how you steppin dont slip yuh Talk to me like I'm a bitch ay My personality splits yuh Pass me the blunt if its lit Taking amphetamines, shit Look at me now look at me now Look at me begging for death What do you think of me now Is it still all in my head On the cement layin in blood Got me so fucked in the head Lay in my bed filled with this dread I am so fucking depressed Call my mama let her know that fucking soma passed away Call the devil let him know to meet me at the fucking gates I don't want no fuckin fame I don't want my fuckin name I'm so sick of this decay I'll just watch you fade away