Missed Calls (27 Days)

Ashes on the road Cocaine in my nose Dead roses still have thorns Dead hearts dont get torn The rain is falling down Wishing I could drown My head always down Don't talk to me when I'm around The curse of this town Depression I've got it down Don't ask me about my frown Surrounded by fucking clowns Honestly I'm dying I'm dying to feel alive I'm dying to run and hide I'm dying to fucking die I'm trying to fucking drive I'm trying to free my mind Can't see the fucking signs Can't read between the lines So nevermind Its ok, I'll be fine She said That she don't really need me She said Why don't you fucking leave me If I was dead Would you ever forgive me For the words I said When I was afraid you were leaving Would you hold my head After I'm filled up with lead After I've done myself in After I've ended my pain I'm trying to be ok I'm trying to hold on for your sake Smile on my face I hope you remember this on the day that I meet my fate Falling down Falling down Look at my phone but I don't pick up when you calling Leave me alone I've tied the rope I kicked the chair I'm falling Falling down