See Through

I see through the lies I see through the pain I see through your energy blocking my timeline today your messing with my brain Now is that all you have to say? That You made a mistake That you prayed I would change Is that fair to say? I cant believe the fool you made of me That was surprising to see You changed all my morals and made me so weak now I'm back my emotions have healed Emotionally I'm spiritually bleached Reminded how I wanna be How I wanna be I'm making my moves so precise just how I wanna be Petunias all in the room yes they soothing me Violet white pink and yellow and blue ici Beautifully placed and arranged on my conscious it's bonkers how calm I am when I notice these Harmony's siren instead of my sigh and High end my vocals entirely dying I'm fired up no not ready to retire I'll rest when I'm dead on my head on my piles of papers and pens all the stacks I am stood in Paper cuts on my calf's like I couldn't Wade the way through the weed and the wood and the mud oh I'm tired but I won't give up and I I see through the lies I see through the pain I see through your motionless heart in the flames your attempts to despise me just will not disdain I see through the lies I see through the pain I see through your energy blocking my timeline today your messing with my brain Now is that all you have to say? That You made a mistake That you prayed I would change Is that fair to say? Locked my true feelings inside now I'm dying inside yes I'm crying inside My heart was denied you stripped me down down then built me back up to size It's mad how I'm tired The fire burns in my sky's oh messiah why It feels like I'm on trial I'm flying high running through it yea you all know what I'm doing I'm trying I musta missed another mile I'm running through it not one break been a while So wild the monsters roam it's homicidal The romans patrol the moment on the sides These silent types ain't the best but that's fine Our paths have crossed and we smiled Our minds joined and ran wild See that is what livings about See that's what livings about I gotta do it no word from the crowd Money and power that's what I'm about Built for the music I'm smooth as a scout Blow Wow Feelin' myself Might not be Ill but I'm feelin' myself True to my soul yes I'm treating myself, I'm not mean to myself I have all I need now come to think of it hell I am not the one to think about fitting the margin Moves and decisions I use it so I am not one for discarding Pardon I'm asking ya darling I ask can ya calm it I ask can you move to the side I'm tryna live my life it's hard when yer head barking Why are u charging You might as well have been a mistake to start with You're definitely guarded What's gwanning Come on love, has it started? What are you talking about Why are you chatting you're out Out of my life as it failed I don't pout I'm proud but not I'm not gonna lie I was down Now this is not just some sop story for the people who been fuckin' prayed on See I rose up from the pain it's what u do with it how you make gain You can fake game But when the suns down you gon' make rain Coz that's true to you and your mind state Make your mind up mate I can't wait