Matters Of The Heart

Look These Matters of the heart Can't escape This truth You will see How it plays a part In me Matters of the heart He never really told nobody What his real issues were Guess he might've been ashamed Covers his issues with a false sense of love Vulnerabilities got em playing the games Who's the blame Could it be the broken home mom out with another man Pops probably want another man The word flame is connected to the name Running from his sin but all sin is the same Prayed and cried little boy living afraid Hard to escape no matter how much he prayed Emotional breakdown happened in the 6th grade Haunted by the them childhood demons till this day Mentally unstable Post traumatic IEP evaluated He problematic Dirty look from anybody Fight automatic Who want static Two piece to the jaw It can happen He ain't the kid with a fresh cut or new kicks The only thing he got going for him is drumsticks He transfers his anger to that drum kit You hear the boom in his heart when that drum hit Any given moment he can flip Watch your mouth don't leave with a busted lip Ain't nothing sweet he ain't the kid to play with Yeah he go to church But you don't want none of this Look At all These What Matters of the heart And I Can't escape Gotta deal with This truth And you will You will see How it plays a part In who In me These are Matters of the heart He fall in love too quick What's this He need companionship Cause he deal with abandonment Crashing head on with his heart it's an accident Can't see how deadly it is cause he passionate Get him a therapist He a preacher he don't need a therapist We gotta avoid all this embarrassment But they singing his praise Patting him on the back Not knowing that it's making him arrogant Meanwhile he got a smile that's counterfeit Secrets of his past that he can't admit A little black book with all the skins he hit He ain't proud of none of it Still tryna run from it Finally at the moment where He done with it Got the victory In This race that He running in God opening doors so He coming in Devil is defeated so Guess who won again Yeah he walk away with the win Free from the sin With the swag on ten Made up in his mind never going back again Wanna be ready when the king comes back Don't know when So I'm glad he born again Never torn again Walking with the Lord again A new confidence in deliverance Let me give the benediction And the church say amen Look These Matters of the heart Can't escape This truth You will see How it plays a part In me Matters of the heart