Too Many Times Won

You want to end it now, and still you try not to You try the only way how, the cost just doesn't matter Call it what you want, I say 'betray' You must release your hold, give up this day I look back, die wondering Caught up in spells stunning Life changing, mind bridging Illuminated, souls mutated You know this hurts, still you can't stop scratching You know it's disturbed, the razor keeps on cutting Call it what you want, I say 'betray' You must release your hold, give up this day I look back, die wondering Caught up in spells stunning Life changing, mind bridging Illuminated, souls mutated Too many times won, in the shadows, they're hidden ventures Too many times won, in the shadows, in the shadows