Cold

I'm cold, my insides freezing over The ice consuming everything that mattered I'm cold, but I wasn't born this way A feeling of hatred that took over And even though I've tried to pray The voices keep me away in a darkness that has no end I have screamed I have cried But the pain I hold inside, has become more than just a friend It hurts so bad, it's trying to kill me Every day of my life, something in me wants to die And it will take me if I let it Do I medicate, just to feel ok When I'm broken and lost inside Caught in a daze, endless worlds away You can speak but I can't hear you Dreaming reality away clearly not ok Nightmares worst when I'm awake No, I don't wanna be awake I'm cold, eternity at full eclipse I walk among the emptiness and shadows, shadows I'm cold, awaken my desire to feel Wreaking pain to terminate endless nothing, nothing It hurts so bad, it's trying to kill me Every day of my life, something in me wants to die And it will take me if I let it Do I medicate, just to feel ok When I'm broken and lost inside Caught in a daze, endless worlds away You can speak but I can't hear you Dreaming reality away clearly not ok Nightmares worst when I'm awake No, I don't wanna be awake And even though I've tried to pray The voices keep me away in a darkness that has no end I have screamed I have cried But the pain I hold inside, has become more than just a friend