Eventually

It's crazy to think about where I am right now It's crazy to think about what I've been put through It's been a long journey to get me thus far And I still got a long road ahead of me Yeah Putting my past behind me, I'm focusing on the future Can't let mistakes define me, I won't listen to the rumors Far ahead the light is shining, the darkness I'm moving through her The people that stuck beside me, the numbers are getting fewer I've prayed to God to take away all of my agony But I've been told that it's only a formality That life threw at me and now I'm finally at capacity I want to forget about it so I can go live casually (Aye) I've written everything down so I could keep a record Of what happened so I don't feel the pressure Of the pain and I can give the rest my best effort That way I'll never have to worry about going back down there ever again Keep my head held high and walk away and pretend  That nothing ever happened so I can finally make amends  With the demons that I've had and I'll be able to commend  Myself for the way I'm progressing so I can ascend  Eventually I'll be able to look back at all this Laugh it off and I'll be able to feel bliss Eventually Imma make it to 100 percent Everything will turn out fine and I'll finally be content Eventually Imma work my up to the top Once I get going, you can bet I'm not gonna stop Eventually I'll be able claim victory Live my best life and the rest will be history I'm trying to surround myself with only positivity Forget all the beefing, forget the negativity  We had problems before but I'm glad we moved on Now our friendships restored and and were looking beyond Now some of yall checked up on me when I felt like a prisoner  Of my own mind wishing for when the times were much simpler I'm grateful you guys were there to help me when I felt insecure I wanna specifically thank a couple people in particular  You made my week when you locked us out with the engine running I know I can turn to you when I feel like I'm struggling  Lucky you're in my life, you've talked me out of giving up You're the reason I keep working to tell them what's up And hermana how could I forget all that time that we talked When we had nothing to do so they made us go walk We told about so much dont forget the secrets we swapped That mom and dad might never know and we'd be dead if we're caught  Eventually I'll be able to look back at all this Laugh it off and I'll be able to feel bliss Eventually Imma make it to 100 percent Everything will turn out fine and I'll finally be content Eventually Imma work my up to the top Once I get going, you can bet I'm not gonna stop Eventually I'll be able claim victory Live my best life and the rest will be history Eventually there'll come a time when I won't feel all the weight placed On my shoulders of the expectations I constantly face To be the perfect guy that everybody wants me to embrace And I'll no longer feel like anything I do is a disgrace Eventually I'll sleep comfortably without overthinking things Won't be afraid to miss if I step up to the plate and swing As I find the girl who makes me soar and makes me feel like the king I know I can be without being pushed to the brink Eventually I'll actually be pleased with the way that I appear  Push myself to the limit, when it hurts its time to persevere  Working on up imma kick it into high gear Look good, feel good, man thats something I adhere Eventually I'll complete the path and finally reach my end goal Actually face the facts instead of going down a black hole Conquer my dark thoughts I'll finally be in control The peace that I obtain I will always extol Eventually I'll be able to look back at all this Laugh it off and I'll be able to feel bliss Eventually Imma make it to 100 percent Everything will turn out fine and I'll finally be content Eventually Imma work my up to the top Once I get going, you can bet I'm not gonna stop Eventually I'll be able claim victory Live my best life and the rest will be history Eventually I'll be able to look back at all this Laugh it off and I'll be able to feel bliss Eventually Imma make it to 100 percent Everything will turn out fine and I'll finally be content Eventually Imma work my way up to the top Once I get going, you can bet I'm not gonna stop Eventually I'll be able to claim victory Live my best life and the rest will be history