Hourglass

I've tried to Clear my mind But everything I do Just folds with time Self remedies stopped working I'm losing all hope Now I'm sitting on the ground Barely in control I'm finally running out of patience, I don't know if I wanna face it, No more energy, I can't take it I'm going off the track, I don't think I'll ever get back, Against me, the odds are fully stacked I wanna throw in the rag, I'm finally feeling the defeat I guess it's time to raise the white flag I can't take it any longer, they told me I'd get stronger But this isn't something I can conquer I see the sand falling down It's burying me alive In the sorrow I'm drowning Just trying to survive These thoughts contain me I'm running out of time I hope this will pass Break the hourglass I'm in an endless cycle That's killing me slowly It's an downward spiral And nothing's below me With each second going by I wanna keep up the fight I'm done feeling trapped Break the hourglass I want you To know I'll be fine Not anytime soon But I'm not surprised I'm looking for a way out Of this bitterness I'm being held down Try to break the surface Guess my time has finally come I don't wanna be on the run from myself and what I've become My conscience is breaking through, man he's tearing me apart I don't know what I'm going to do I've been trying to see things clearer But he's staring through the mirror waiting to pull the trigger I can't take it any longer, I'm working to get stronger, this time I will conquer I see the sand falling down It's burying me alive In the sorrow I'm drowning Just trying to survive These thoughts contain me I'm running out of time I hope this will pass Break the hourglass I'm in an endless cycle That's killing me slowly It's a downward spiral And nothing's below me With each second going by I wanna keep up the fight I'm done feeling trapped Break the hourglass