Rebirth

I've messed up so much and I want to start over Time keeps ticking by and I keep getting older I sometimes wonder what the hell all this is worth I want to go back and get a rebirth I wonder if I can go back and do it all different That's the one thing I'm always wishing I hope I can do better with my time on Earth I want to go back and get a rebirth People keep telling me how to live my life They broke me up and started giving me strife I keep telling myself it's gonna be alright That I'm done trying to put up a fight I know I've changed and not for the better I saw what I became and trembled in terror What happened to the guy who everyone loved My other side the one I misjudged Along the way, I strayed off the path All grown up, I gotta face the facts I screwed up big time, some worse than last I couldn't face them I hid behind a mask A mask of I don't care it's not my problem Being that way man I hit rock bottom I lost some friends that I was very close with And I'm thinking now was it all worth it I've messed up so much and I want to start over Time keeps ticking by and I keep getting older I sometimes wonder what the hell all this is worth I want to go back and get a rebirth I wonder if I can go back and do it all different That's the one thing I'm always wishing I hope I can do better with my time on Earth I want to go back and get a rebirth Sometimes I wish that El Rey never existed His intensions were pure but they ended up twisted I let my ego control all of my actions While the real me sat by and let it happen With the crown on my head I went hungry for power Now its overtaking me and starting to devour I'm losing this battle with every passing hour And I'm starting to crumble like an old forgotten tower The day I was beaten was a wake up call That was the day I learned of my downfall I said some things and made too many promises Between the new and old me, man, we're total opposites To those I've hurt I sincerely apologize If you look at me I hope you can recognize There's so many regrets that I'm trying to minimize I just hope I can get to see the next sunrise I've messed up so much and I want to start over Time keeps ticking by and I keep getting older I sometimes wonder what the hell all this is worth I want to go back and get a rebirth I wonder if I can go back and do it all different That's the one thing I'm always wishing I hope I can do better with my time on Earth I want to go back and get a rebirth