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Fuego al tabaco Fire pon spliff Its el Tryna stay addiction free Not part of my pedigree But she got this hold of me It's the whole of me Feel it woefully Tryna maneuver mentally As carefully as I can be As I can see You still a part of me All parts of me And we're apart physically But physically I can still feel you In the depths with me In the depths of me My heart she screams Craving a fix You're the only thing fixing me A broken me I broke the tree The tree of life Creating our lineage Fucked up Tryna give out too many ribs Nothing protecting the heart You see So our pain I feel it repeatedly Shoulders feeling heavier Hard to breathe Feeling so much less of me How do you let go How do you move forward How do you grow Crying Contemplating those lines above How you stop reminiscing On that addiction you love Thought I was past her Thought I was past that But I'm a spliff In her cosmic hole Shorty like pass that Ash that Save it for later Feels like some reggie Called me a bad pack Picked out a wrong batch Probably out a bad sack Hope no floaters Extract eggs for a fresh batch Please don't stretch that Cause Ima Click Clack Pow Blow my shit back HAA To resurface With a different purpose These vices got me hurting These vices got me lurking For a way up out her hold Truth be told Did this to myself Was shown the playing card Aint take the ones dealt Came out a different stack Thinking I'm the man But the universe She had a different plan But I don't know Where I'm at Where I am How I'm going Where I'm going How I'm doing What I'm doing It is what it is Until it's not what you thought This addiction finna get me Left behind Finna get me got Just need to stop Get up out my head And into my vault And plot What's my next move Checkmate And f*ck you Cause I'm that dude Universe guiding me Use her as my tool To rule And release bullshit My cerebrum White light fixating My aura Freedom So I can Physically be addiction free And mentally Hold on to this addiction key Now she That addiction She can't get to me Unless I let her get to me Yeah see I gotta Open that door up And if I do F*ck it I'ma strut And when I don't Y'all know what's up Taking day by day Sun up By sun up Every new day Yes I won EL