Something About Love & Poison

It's not up to me I know what you want me to be Right now I'm faded girl I know you hate it when I get faded But I like to feel numb I'd like to feel something Been awhile I've been feeling nothing You came along For awhile I was better with your loving All of sudden Everyday was filled with fighting and fussing Writing from a place of sincere discussion You hate him right now cause you'll always love him ah Cause you'll always love me ah (And I'll always love you) yeah, yeah Been a long time coming girl I made you the whole center of my world They don't know about pussy power And all the nights I'd pick you up from the club Set alarms to get up and I never fucked up Okay maybe once or twice Just to make me feel alright Cause my ego was bruised Like your knees that one night Let's not talk about it or we'll just fight Not being mean you should know my life Is the content I write And tonight, uh All that I can think about Is the way your body feel when you put it on me The way that I could kill anybody With the intention to hurt you But I guess now I am the One to leave and I'm sorry I just gotta be me I just gotta be free A young star headed for the galaxy Maybe one day you'll forget about me ahhh I know you will see We still Have so much life to live You're bad Girl you know you are You're a star What you always said to me Destined for greatness you will be Living a life of anything Think hard about your choices The life you've chosen is filled with poison ah