Big 18

Homie now fucking 18 Flow getting so fucking mean Trying to get in shape so I'm eating greens Why though cause its fucking good for me Getting good with these fucking raps Didn't even need no fucking class Wasn't good with this shit in the fuckin' past Until I kept writing on the fucking pad I've been bumping into a lot of snakes Niggas be tripping when they get replaced You should of never even went fake You need to f*ck off and have a nice day Went out of your motherfucking league You need to stop fucking telling me Who I cannot not fucking be I am not no motherfucking machine For you to be controlling bitch I'm not weak Already got me over 100 degrees When I'm talking stop speaking over me So many dark things I need my rosary This is sickness That you have to witness Give em a crazy flow now they want to pictures Yo ex wanted me to come this Christmas She got mad cause I never attended Man I've been out here fucking chasin' hoes Sike I will never fucking chase those Got the rhymes I'm going fucking beast mode Rap shit I play the with no cheat codes All this shit that I had to make Only so much I could fucking take Risk it all to go get that cake Cause without the dough It's gonna be hard to bake I ain't got no fucking patience All these problems that I've been facing Alot of progress that I've been making Was blind to the problems now I'm just awaken Negative shit I'm trying to avoid it It's easy for me to fucking destroy it All I have to do is write one damn sentence To release all this fucking tension I ain't been myself lately I feel like life is getting crazy I had to give myself some distance Just to cool off and clear my vision Every year I try to evolve People want to see me have evil thoughts I don't want to act like a boss Cause I know what it feels like to take a loss Exes trying to get my attention Thinking that I'm their fucking best friend Only took them a couple seconds Realizing that I never fucking meant it Try to lie which I could see through Body language I could fucking read you I don't have to express it Cause your mind I could fucking sense it I don't want to hear no excuses Don't start saying no type of bullshit Catch you in a lie till' fucking proven You come up with your own damn solution I don't care if you get pissed Say the same damn lie then I will dipped Tired of the lies but it is what it is I don't got time for no lying bitch