Thoughts

I had enough with this fuckin' depressing shit I don't want no motherfuckin' relationship I just want to sit here with my loneliness When I move I was alone from the beginning Never go outside because I don't want to Tryna talk it's like I'm not even in front of you That's the type of feeling I fuckin' expected Y'all was so nice but I sense the switching Acting like friends but turn into bitches Yeah back to my old ways yea no fuckin' kidding Don't know the meaning of the word calm Let the anger inside control me if it wants Monster inside of me but my heart is soft You bitch at me I want to hear less talk Walk away damn am I trap in a box ? I died my family cared but my friends did not At my funeral I can still fucking watch All these fakes that want to see me rot Getting away from the hell that I live in Theres no point into making a difference If none of these people would fuckin' listen Looks like getting bitches is part of mission Stop tryna act like you in my shoes I'm still human I'm not different than you I just got this fuckin' monster inside To ignore my feelings no shit I get high Dealth with my problems when I was sober Now I need that weed for my fuckin' composure It's like the world is trapped in a vision With a racist president as a representative I'm not no motherfucking Republican Please don't make get into no politics I just wanna fuckin' roll independent Getting so high till I'm out the fuckin' planet The dream I'm chasing is different from this rap shit But unlike you just want to make fun of it You got fame and shit but still not numb to it Yeah you still not numb to it