We Both Not in the Right

Ever since I lost feeling for you been trying to reconnect Making your presence known since that shit went in a god damn flash Whatever you do it never seem to reach Look baby From what I see If you like someone else honestly Don't bother wasting your time on me I will not f*ck up who you wanna please I won't bother you respectfully Your energy Don't match me That's what I don't really need For someone whos trying to go deep Now that boat sink You were a rose but the leafs Poison ivy Leaving a rash in my heart for weeks All I needed was some company Someone who at least understands me All these answers I have to search myself I acknowledge that you try your best to help You go chase who you wanna chase it's your world you got a free will I can't give my all to a women these days Not everything revolves around them Is pretty nonsense Like I'm trying to learn how to love myself Girl your special Your gifted You were different But not the right decision No hard feelings I admit it Ashame of how I'm living You ain't the only one I'm having a hard time to trust Playing you that's pretty fucked Making you believe our bond was pretty strong I take it back it pretty was But It's me that's fucking up Falling for you then going to another one I act like I don't give a f*ck To fill up your cup You don't know me enough F*ck apologizing a fuckboy would never say this type of shit Shawty I'm me I ain't him Once they caught boy apologizes real quick Unlike that me I accept The consequences Something I couldn't do back since 2016 Mayne I hate how much I was simp Didn't know much about relationships Then I got played by a bitch Heart went cold then warm Light and dark both balanced On some ying and yang shit I did the same to her On some revenge Something I regret Even though she did it first You can't take the damage back Is past tense Well shit