Can't Keep Holding On

I just can't keep holding on I just can't keep holding on I just can't keep holding on If time is all I have left Then the question is How much time do I have left Before my untimely death Before I am put to rest When will I die what question is this My thoughts and my emotions dont click Am I supposed to pick and choose Will I win or will I lose Its so hard for me to do There's no meaning in life So many at the same time Its not very well designed All I wanna do is cry I just cant keep holding on I just cant keep holding on I just cant keep holding on The worst thing in life Is seeing all your friends die With no final goodbye Its very hard to comprehend Very ill to the mind Its hard to see your favorite people fall And think all of its your fault When I know its not my fault Have you ever been so alone That all you do is think Think about the times you had They went away in a blink Nobodies death hurt like this His life was taken way too quick The devils moves are way too slick In life there is no way to win I just can't keep holding on I just can't keep holding on I just can't keep holding on