Everytime

Every time we try to make up We're still on the verge of breaking up Every time I close my eyes I try not to listen to the demons inside my head Every time I reach out to you I hope we pull through even though Every time I open up And speak out my mind You shut me out And I don't wanna lose you But I just don't know how not to What do you want me to do Cause I'm so lost with or without you With or without you With or without you, uuh Every time I wanna hang out with my friends You don't want me to go You keep me inside Your toxic little bubble The poison so subtle Didn't notice I've been losing myself I don't know where to go So used to calling you my home And I don't wanna lose you But I just don't know how not to What do you want me to do Cause I'm so lost with or without you With or without you With or without you, uuh Oh yeah, uuh And I don't wanna lose you But I just don't know how not to (I just don't know how not to) What do you want me to do Cause I'm so lost with or without you With or without you With or without you, uuh What do you want me to do I gotta find myself with or without you