Wait, for one moment

Wait, I’m not ready yet I can’t, it hurts Never right, never wrong What I need is the only thing I know The only thing I’m sure of And my trials to live like this fail Everytime, no rest, no logic, no comfort I’m never safe I’m never safe I’m never safe I’m never safe Now I’m better After I cleaned the house, cooked dinner Life frame got more tolerable I could almost call it prettier I could almost make peace with it all All them hissing jewish guilt voices returned to their places Now I can let a full breath in Now I can let it heal me For one moment in this rapid life For one moment, I don’t wanna die For one moment, tell me how to find the cure