Father (feat. BinYo)

(Father you have put me here) (Father, these challenges you've sent me are too hard for me to overcome) (Father, I beg you, please give me the strength to do the right thing) (Father! My king and the king of the world It is my true desire to constantly serve you with all my heart Please, Give me the strength to succeed) I get it, I got it Father had told me that I was a Tzadik I get it, I got it These challenges hard, have to beg him to stop it Sometimes it's hard for my young mind to process These pains that he's sending, it's part of a process It's part of a picture, it's part of the project And I want to grasp it, so I stop the gossip Stop the comments, and I stop the violence And I don't condemn it, let's bring out an option And put all our sins on the table for auction And sell all our evils for Tzdaka in pocket Should I get a rocket And meet you in heaven and pour out my problems? Cause' I need your help more than ever my father My grandfathers' daughter had went through the troubles To raise me to greatness, to raise me be proper And I ain't gon' stop her But seems like i'm getting there Seems like i'm getting near Please stop the tests before my soul can't take the fear I cannot take it, I plead for a break in here I cannot take it, just leave me suspended here Stop all tests and show me how you really care Show me your meaning it Show me your love again Show me your light again Show me the real me- The one that can stand against All of these hurdles- You sending me, right again All of these blockades- I know I can fight again Send me a hurdle and watch how I jump again- Yea watch how i'm jumping it (The struggles are real & require your help ) (I'm only human, I can't do it alone without your support) (Father I beg Save me...) Unbearable habits I'm sorry, can't stand it These tests that you send me I can't let 'em damage So I need your help now Before I'm gon' panic I'll sink like Titanic Man I miss the manic These tests ain't organic These tests feel satanic Exploding, volcanic They lead me to sins- Man it feels automatic Want me to win- But my mind is too tragic Ain't being dramatic- Used to be ecstatic Want me to flourish I'm too problematic I need the help - Of a strong diplomatic I need your help I'm a thinking fanatic It seems like my thoughts Are made of ceramic I miss the days of the duo, dynamic Broken inside, then you fixed me, mechanic Master of all, you the maker of planets My hearts made of stone, and my minds made of granite I know you can stop this, I know you can end it So please G-D I'm beggin' To bless me with blessing A bless with no testing A bless with direction A bless where my blocks won't come with all the stressin'! AMEN (Repeated) A life where I can jump over the blocks, Amen A life where I can handle any boss, Amen A life where I can do whatever works, for Hakodosh Baruch Hu, and it never really hurts, Amen (Father! My king and the king of the world It is my true desire to constantly serve you with all my heart Please, Give me the strength to succeed) (I know I can succeed , but only with your help) (My Father, you and I are one) (Please don't leave me alone even for 1 second) (Thru the tears of my challenges I cry out to You) (Father...Father...) (Father , don't leave me alone)