It Doesn't Matter

Loved you through all the hurt and the pain If you ask me, I'd do it all over again But it doesn't matter Because you only got eyes for him I'm trying to find meaning in a stare Wondering if you ever even cared But it doesn't matter So I just keep on watching and breaking Hoping over nothing I rose through your garden, bare through all seasons Loved you in a bar, went home crying in a car My mind is the sole reason We made it so far Thousands of crumbled letters in my house Where every day was about making us count I'm alone in the frontline So I guess it's time Woke up feeling the weight of your absence Waiting for your comeback, drowning my patience But it doesn't matter Because you were never here for me I'm left struggling with so many words unsaid You're endlessly stuck in my head But it doesn't matter The ice is too thick to see I linger in a maybe I rose through your garden, bare through all seasons Loved you in a bar, went home crying in a car My mind is the sole reason We made it so far Thousands of crumbled letters in my house Where every day was about making us count I'm alone in the frontline So I guess it's time It doesn't matter what we could be I was never a part of your story Every night, you were my shooting stars wish But you were too busy to notice My love, my time, my touch, your gain The palpitations when you came Listen to my fainted heartbeat You're all I want and need I rose through your garden, bare through all seasons Loved you in a bar, went home crying in a car My mind is the sole reason We made it so far Thousands of crumbled letters in my house Where every day was about making us count I'm alone in the frontline So I guess it's time