Baby Butterfly

I cried when I wrote this verse I really miss you dearly Venting on the pages I hoping that you can hear me Crying out for help All my emotions running silly I need some help sincerely I'm begging that you hear me Baby butterfly, please don't go away? Ever since you left I don't know what to say I used to laugh I used to joke and even used to pray Lately it seems like all my blue sky's are turning gray On my knees asking "why?" No response he wouldn't say? I used to hold you in my arms It felt like everyday? On my chest, where you would lay I'm still thinking bout them days Just to see you one more time I swear to god I'll change ways This is how I feel, time never seems heals I remember all my dark days of drinking off the pills Rolling up a blunt of kill My choice for every meal This is real When I tell you that my heart has turned to steel Is this heaven, is hell I don't think that I can tell Just hear your voice again Is what I told the wishing well Numbing pain with marijuana Addicted to the smell Just to hold your hand is again My only soul yea I would sell I cried when I wrote this verse I really miss you dearly Venting on the pages I hope that you can hear me Crying out for help All my emotions running silly I need some help sincerely I'm begging that you hear me Baby butterfly, please don't go away Ever since you left I don't know what to say I used to laugh I used to joke and even used to pray Lately it seems like all my blue sky's are Turning gray On my knees asking why No response he wouldn't say I used to hold you in my arms It felt like everyday On my chest, where you would lay I'm still thinking bout them days Just to see you one more time I swear to god I'll change ways They always told me grown men Ain't never supposed to cry But every time I see your pictures I've got tears drops in my eye If I could bring you back to life I would I would trade places I would die May 10th 2018 is the day you said goodbye Smoking blunts back to back I've got your momma on my side Trying to help her catch a vibe For the emptiness inside She my rock, she my guide She help me to stay alive I've been contemplating therapy but I've got too pride Nah Nah Nah nah nah nah Nah Nah Nah nah nah nah It's like I'm looking at your pictures I really fucking miss ya I wish that I would hold you And I wish that I could kiss you Nah Nah Nah nah nah nah Nah Nah They told me grown men Ain't supposed to cry But when I'm looking at your pictures I've got tear drops in my eyes Momma can you tell me why