Bad Dreams

Come and take a listen I'll tell you just what I've been going through Only twenty five I'm dead broke and I dropped out of school Got my feelings hurt all the girls I liked would pick and choose I'm so lost with my life that I don't know just what to do I've been having nightmares I've been having bad dreams momma I'm so hurt But why don't any of my wounds still bleed momma? Feeling all alone I swear to god to this shit real momma Pain all in my head I'm off these meds This shit is real momma Come and look me deep into my eyes Promise not to tell another lie When I fell from heaven both of my wings broke I no longer fly Suicide, my momma tried Ever since then I've been broke inside When I cry, I go and hide I don't wanna let the world see that side Therapy is what I really need I'm so scared to just take a seat Burning tree, rolling in a leaf Sitting in the smoke, is when I'm feeling free Take a seat, I'll help you see All the demons that don't let me sleep When I weep, it helps me see Buried trauma never really flees Looking in the mirror, conversations keep on getting deep Momma I see dead faces, anytime I try to sleep I don't want to feel this way no more, so I burn purple trees Dying all alone with nobody's where I'm scared to be I've been having nightmares I've been having bad dreams momma I'm so hurt But why don't any of my wounds still bleed momma? Feeling all alone I swear to god to this shit real momma Pain all in my head I'm off these meds This shit is real momma I won't lie my head hurt I've been stressing all fucking day I won't lie I've questioned faith I didn't get an answer when I prayed Sometimes I'm too quiet Sometimes I have a lot to say Sometimes I go silent When I'm trying to figure out the way All my sky's keep turning grey But the tears all fall the same Thought I fell in love but she played me like a fucking game I don't wanna go outside unless I know it's gonna rain I keep hearing sad song, that remind me of the pain Looking in the mirror, conversations keep on getting deep Momma I see dead faces, anytime I try to sleep I don't want to feel this way no more, so I burn purple trees Dying all alone with nobody's where I'm scared to be I've been having nightmares I've been having bad dreams momma I'm so hurt But why don't any of my wounds still bleed momma? Feeling all alone I swear to god to this shit real momma Pain all in my head I'm off these meds This shit is real momma