Blood of Chirst

I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right Would you believe me if I said that I fight demons every night I struggle with relationships I'm higher than a kite Anxiety fucking with me but the Xanax took my nigga life Cold body foaming at the mouth that's a scary sight Tried to look into eyes but i couldn't see the light I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right Would you believe me if I said that i fight demons every night Sitting with this bullshit on my chest I've got get it off Life is such a bitch but oh my I love to F*ck her raw Used to cry for my daddy I'm still waiting on that call Who needs a therapist when you talking to the wall Heart grew cold now my tear drops never fall Only lord knows all the things that I've never told Trust issues got me thinking everybody's gonna fold Now I'm really in my zone please leave me the F*ck alone I keep on breaking down feeling like I'm on my own Marijuana getting broke please hand me another cone Women blowing smoke I got treated like I was a joke I keep on breaking down feeling like I'm on my own This warfare is spiritual the battle is eternal Life is such a journey that comes with a couple hurdles I struggle with the things I see now I'm rolling purple Mary jane so fertile Donatello ninja turtle I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right Would you believe me if I said that I fight demons every night I struggle with relationships I'm higher than a kite Anxiety fucking with me but the Xanax took my nigga life Cold body foaming at the mouth that's a scary sight Tried to look into eyes but i couldn't see the light I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right Would you believe me if I said that i fight demons every night Trying hard to let 'em go All the feelings I don't show Had to stop popping pills Marijuana burning slow Wine in my glass I'm unhappy with the way I cope Therapy I need to grow Down the road don't wanna go Don't know nobody really know Emotionally I'm feeling cold Dealing with some issues There's things that I've never told Can I have a tissue I was really misused Momma I just miss you But damn we gotta our issues Trying hard to let 'em go All the feelings I don't show Had to stop popping pills Marijuana burning slow Wine in my glass I'm unhappy with the way I cope Therapy I need to grow Down the road don't wanna go Don't know nobody really know Emotionally I'm feeling cold Dealing with some issues There's things that I've never told Can I have a tissue I was really was misused Momma I just miss you But damn we got our issues I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right Would you believe me if I said that I fight demons every night I struggle with relationships I'm higher than a kite Anxiety fucking with me but the Xanax took my nigga life