I'm Sorry Momma

I'm sorry Momma I ain't mean to say those things I'm going through some shit that hurt and i cannot explain With teardrops in my eyes wishing it would rain A Couple shots of novocain couldn't numb the pain I'm sorry Momma I ain't mean to say those things I'm going through some shit that hurts and i cannot explain With teardrops in my eyes wishing it would rain A Couple shots of novocain couldn't numb the pain You'll never know How i truly feel inside Life's a roller coster and this a bumpy ride Demon's from my past scared to face them so i hide Lost and i can't find my way will you be my guide Easy to say Hello but it's hard to say goodbye First love played me like a cello I wonder why If I told you all of my secrets would you come and stay Or would you turn out all the same another run away There's a thin line between love and hate I'm sipping on some water and I'm eating on these dates I'm rolling up a swisher and it's filled with purple grapes Damn I really miss the fucking taste Threw me away like a piece of garbage what a waste Trying to steal from me when there ain't shit on my plate I'm feeling kinda Down so I had to write this song I'm smoking off a pound me and my bitch don't get along I'm sorry Momma I ain't mean to say those things I'm going through some shit that hurt and i cannot explain With teardrops in my eyes wishing it would rain A Couple shots of novocain couldn't numb the pain I'm sorry Momma I ain't mean to say those things I'm going through some shit that hurts and i cannot explain With teardrops in my eyes wishing it would rain A Couple shots of novocain couldn't numb the pain Same bullshit happens every fucking Day I had a clique of homies but they just turned to snakes Everybody's fake I can't seem to catch a break Caught feelings for Elyse, why'd you have to turn away My nephew's really gone and he ain't never coming back My body's feeling cold and my heart is turning black I'm looking at your picture asking why'd you have to leave They Say it happens for a reason but I'll never see