Straight Raw

Breaking down an ounce of green Trying to fix my self esteem I just saw a girl on Instagram That I met in my dreams Everything's not as it seems Don't believe all that you see Like freedom disguised as greed I'm really Planting seeds A chance to vent is all I really need Can't afford to go to therapy so I just roll the weed Hide and seek Got me feeling lost Jesus on the cross This the type of pain That got some got some of these niggas snorting soft I wear emotions on my sleeve And I can't get them off Sister acting kind of different Now we barley even talk Straight raw Pops was not around He don't even call The only picture that I have is when I used to crawl Straight raw I'm an architect In building up these walls Seesaw Memories at the park We used to go in fall Straight raw I used to ask my mom When would daddy call Tears fall Expressing myself so I start to draw I just went and seen my granny She so cute just like a doll I need her more than she needs me So I'm right there when she calls That's law I'm feed us all Until I see your flaws Then I'll have to cut you off Just like sushi when it's raw No fluff I don't build attachments I've got broken trust It's a must That I keep it tucked This isn't love it's lust Sick and tired of being hurt I swear to god I've had enough No bluff I just wanna f*ck Mentally I'm stuck Rolling up another Dutch While I'm preparing up my lunch No crutch This new strain of weed really packs a punch Fruit punch Sipping on some juice But this is not for fun Alcohol keep me feeling numb But I wanna be done Mary Jane Coat both of my lungs Baby girl so fun The only bitch to never cross me so I've got to make her cum In that kitchen Real vicious Fresh smoothie So delicious Please listening When I'm spitting No auditions For this mission So gifted It was written That I push it to the limit No gimmick Every beat I'm ripping Wine is what I'm sipping Miss honey came through I hit it twice, double dipping Toe tipping I get so fanatic when she take them inches Said it's mine, but I didn't listen My emotions tripping I Really hope you get the space you need with all this distance I ain't wanna be this way But it seems I had too Treated Like I'm Shit, Left me with a bad wound Hot Spoon, dancing with the devil on a full moon Oh my, I still remember every fucking lie I'm sipping on this wine, got me feeling like I'm fine Even broken clocks, twice a day tell the time Breaking down an ounce of green Trying to fix my self esteem I just saw a girl on Instagram That I met in my dreams Everything's not as it seems Don't believe all that you see Like freedom disguised as greed I'm really Planting seeds A chance to vent is all I really need Can't afford to go to therapy so I just roll the weed Hide and seek Got me feeling lost Jesus on the cross This the type of pain That got some got some of these niggas snorting soft I wear emotions on my sleeve And I can't get Them off I'm Sister acting kind of different Now we barley even talk Straight raw