Timeless

If I vent would you listen would you listen Or would you block me out Sleeping on my sister couch Watching mice run about Scream and shout Then her boyfriend really kicked a nigga out I'm so hurt from the damage That my heart is leaking now It's strange how the tears keep rolling down my face In case you didn't know My whole life I've been betrayed A knife in my back came from Nick fucking Paige It's okay I wish you all the best for all ya days When life gets rocky I'm reminded it's a test They say I'm too cocky insecurities at best Manhood learning on my own, since my daddy left THC in my chest is a part of daily prep I've been abused, used and treated like a fool At this point I don't know What the f*ck that I'm gonna do Bitches choose and my nigga switching Like some dirty shoes Internally I'm hurt my emotions black and blue Tears falling down my shirt, trying to stop it with the herb The purple helps me cope with dead bodies in the urn Every time I light a blunt is when my feelings start to burn Foresight I knew my dark times would come to light In spite of all the bullshit that I've been through in my life Anytime I'm feeling down my therapy is to write Breaking ounces off a pound this flight got me right Xanax through the night is how my nigga lost his life If I vent would you listen would you listen Or would you block me out Sleeping on my sister couch Watching mice run about Scream and shout Then her boyfriend really kicked a nigga out I'm so hurt from the damage My heart is leaking now I've got some things on my chest, let me get them off I wasn't good at selling weed or even selling soft I've never been the same ever since I lost my dog My sister cut me deep I don't answer when she calls I really hope she sees I was trying to stop the fall Now I'm sitting in my room thoughts bouncing off the wall Insecure about my issues I'm picking apart my flaws I really need some therapy for the things that I saw Going through some shit the average nigga can't comprehend I'm at war with myself trying to help the fam Can you understand the words of a broken man Rolling up a swisher while I'm working on a business plan Conversations with myself I'm my only friend Had to put the wall back up after my girl left again Then I fled the church I prefer to live a life of sin Walking with a grin I refuse to let the devil in F*ck the gin I sip wine to celebrate my wins You can keep the pills I eat mushrooms when I chill Working at this bullshit job trying to pay the bills I'm for real Keeping it authentic really helps me heal