Colorful Gray

I'm locked by the walls that I couldn't paint The darkness that I don't want to see I disguise my demons while they are bringing me down And I think that I am save Getting closer to my gray fate With forehead up and a false smile An imaginary light that gets me blind Getting closer to my gray fate With forehead up and a false smile An imaginary light that gets me blind It's like say that I can fly when the earth a magnet That keeps me on the floor with gravity Real and deep scars Tattooed in my arms A false and cold smile, painted in my mouth A false and cold smile, painted in my mind I try to see the positive side Disappointment is all that I want to hide In my unreal reality everything is colorful I don't want to open my eyes cause it's so painful It hurts me to say that I'm alright When I'm really contradicting my own pain The death will save me of be burned by this eternal rain I look at that somber row With the glasses that I don't want to take off I don't know who I am slave I only know that in my inside it hurts so much I look at that somber row with this f***ing glasses I try to see the positive side Disappointment is all that I want to hide In my unreal reality everything is colorful I don't want to open my eyes cause it's so painful I try to see the positive side Disappointment is all that I want to hide In my unreal reality everything is colorful I don't want to open my eyes cause it's so painful