Numbling Body

After run away of my poisonous thoughts Being paralyzed of this fear for a long time I can't be standing when the anxiety shouts I'm tired to swim and not find the land Even I sink I won't disappear Panic is in the air that I breathe, failure is obsessed with me Go away and give me a rest Leave me alone but don't make war to me I'd like to sleep forever cause this world would be better I can only look at the wall, how worthless I am It numbs me to see something that is forbidden to me Like happiness and my faired dreams Panic is in the air that I breathe, failure is obsessed with me Go away and give me a rest Leave me alone but don't make war to me All I want is peace around me Unfortunately colors are mentioned but they are not found Now I can't even have the guard up I can't rest where there is noise everyday I'm tired of feel this all my life Panic is in the air that I breathe, failure is obsessed with me Go away and give me a rest Leave me alone but don't make war to me All I want is peace around me Unfortunately colors are mentioned but they are not found