Declined Call

I don't know What I'm actually doing oh well Call me a rapper I don't see it no oh well I don't wanna be affiliated With you rappers no Bunch of faggots I don't f*ck with Oh man oh Hate me for that line I don't care You'll waste your time All upset cause I won't fake flex I can only write, about what I know Don't get it twisted Your girlfriend on my line though Yeah I'm petty And it's fine Feel like a waste of life Half the time Maybe I'll stop writing lines When I think I'm alright Or I fucking die I feel bad when my mom hears what I write All night The glow of street lights Make me feel alive Make me feel something Other than stressing All about nothing Like Am I a good older brother Do they love me or Do they see a deadbeat Retreat when I hear people talking I get texts asking how are things But it's out of sympathy It's a reasons I always stay inside Please don't talk to me You said we're homies You don't even know me No Now you're acting like a day one F*ck out my face You don't even know my name so Cutting people off And I'm not even famous Hate how people think they know me Then ask "who's Elavity" Decline All my calls On the edge Yeah I hope I fall Broken bottles Broken dreams What you need from me Leave me bleeding Don't look at me Please don't look for me You won't need me Look into the mirror I just stop and stare I don't know Who's looking me in the eyes Try to put the pieces together Always wonder If they'll ever fit When will they fucking fit Disassociation When you talk to me I'm lost mentally When anyone speaks to me Go about my days Full of wonder In a haze Confused on if I ate Are these pills keeping me sane I'm insane Yeah I feel the rage When I close my eyes Live my life black and white When I dream it's filled blue Like I'm drowning in the sea Cause I don't believe anything Especially coming from you F*ck you yeah If you knew me in high school You don't know me Also f*ck you If you see me in public Don't approach me I don't care how things are going Oh you got money? Good for you I don't believe you I saw you on socials Flexing your new whip I bet your daddy bought it Never forget You all thought I died Really goes to show Why you don't deserve the right To say we were brothers one time