Note to Self

I don’t call this talent It’s progression, listen closely Hear me in shadows Apex, but no legend Pull up to a fight use my verse as a weapon Felt down bad so I wrote “I’m sorry... Enough positivity, ignorance now on a beat Wanna talk my shit, run a check like I’m Velazce Imagine me and my team riding around, while we gleam Maybe I don’t want any throat woah I got my girl at home woah Freestyle then I choke woah Elavity someone they won’t know I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down And I’m sick of feelin' like shit, I need to get over It I can’t help but think all about it Frankly I’m fucked in the head, yet Need a few deep breaths, yeah Cause I always hold it when I’m scared, yeah And if I’m alone won’t you come around I’m tired of running out of words to write down I hope I won’t let you all down Before I’m six feet in the ground Until then, it’s a new track every fuckin' week I can’t stop the work, yeah I hardly even eat I’m trying to change but I’m stuck on this repeat Yeah my inner demons watch me try to retreat I have the same nightmare where I’m being buried It’s always too late, so no point in me screaming Note to self quit dreamin' Note to self quit overthinkin' Again Yeah, I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down, slow it down I need to slow it down