Mirror

Elayohdee I was looking in the mirror It's all crystal clear what I gotta do from here When I ain't have nobody I just had to persevere Now it's my turn I can't let you interfere Yeah yeah I was looking in the mirror It's all crystal clear what I gotta do from here When I ain't have nobody I just had to persevere Now it's my turn I can't let you interfere All my life I've waited for this opportunity But truthfully I'm tired of the scrutiny Thoughts inside my mind have been attacking me intrusively Know a couple people in my life who ain't true to me Nightmares keep me up late Tired of dreaming lucidly Waking up in cold sweats Tryna catch my own breath Scared to death Asking myself why I ain't dead yet Remember all the times you were alive But you're gone I'm filled with hatred Got that call I swear it crushed my soul Fell into a hole Deep depression No control I'm down below I ain't have nowhere to go Wandering these streets but I feel so alone You can hear the pain in my voice I became a man and I had to make a choice Either end up like the rest or do something with my life I know I been blessed Ima say it with my chest I was looking in the mirror It's all crystal clear what I gotta do from here When I ain't have nobody I just had to persevere Now it's my turn I can't let you interfere Yeah yeah I was looking in the mirror It's all crystal clear what I gotta do from here When I ain't have nobody I just had to persevere Now it's my turn I can't let you interfere Not aiming for perfection God just lead me your direction I felt the connection and I started self reflecting Opened up that bible and read about resurrection The Most High I ain't talking about a session He only left you basic instructions before leaving earth So tell me which is worse when you end up in a hearse A life full of regrets A life that wasn't worth it One thing I know for certain I'm tired of always hurting Tell me why my mind ain't working Watching through the curtains cause I know my haters lurking Praying that I slip up So when I call pick up You ain't get the message then there must've been a mix up Reading all these scriptures Tryna get the bigger picture Praying that I get there quicker I'm still sipping on that liquor Lord forgive me I'm a sinner Knew I was different Momma said I'd be a winner Cold nights in the dead of winter Quieter than a whisper I was looking in the mirror It's all crystal clear what I gotta do from here When I ain't have nobody I just had to persevere Now it's my turn I can't let you interfere Yeah yeah I was looking in the mirror It's all crystal clear what I gotta do from here When I ain't have nobody I just had to persevere Now it's my turn I can't let you interfere