Coasting

Im just tryna get by I gotta focus on me Tryna stop getting high but I been getting lonely Still stuck in my ways I'm tryna get on my feet Running out of these days but I aint got a plan b I seen the look on my dad I do this for my family I wanna know who I am man Im just tryna find peace I made a lot of mistakes but I'm still on my journey But I take all the blame cos I'm the one who hurt me She be calling my name she tell me that she's hurting I tried to take all your pain but bae this isn't working Feel like my hearts gonna break and I aint even in love No matter what you take feel like I'm never enough I put my heart on a plate its all gone Awake for so long Ill wait till I fall asleep Cos at least in my dreams I'm so free Nothing controls me I think I'm holding the key