A Letter To

A letter A letter to A letter to My brother that helps me My girl that keeps me stable Can't tell my mum (Tell my mum) Mum, nah I'm not able It gets stuck in my head (Stuck in my head) Now I want this prick dead Can't show that side (Dead inside) I bottle it inside instead I run that red, ride that ped Just to smash these dusters in some guys head But he was somewhere instead So went back a week later Filled anger, knew where he gymed Knew what time, still not here Still no sign, still no fucking sign All these sessions with my psych I mished it on my bike I don't wanna do what's right The shotty holds five in the pipe It goes bang and I love the excit Ment, I mean ment I'd love to make more than a dent But apparently that ain't normal I wear Armani, that ain't formal I wear Hugo, that ain't normal Take brintellix so I'm more normal My bro says it ain't hormonal So it must be mindset instead Hold these thoughts till I'm dead Spit these bars till I'm red Say what I mean till I'm dead This shit is emotional Music ain't optional See it and watch it all I grew up in hospital Problems I copped them all I don't think about that, block it all My schooling years, f*ck em all My schooling peers (Schooling peers) Yeah, f*ck em all F*ck all them, didn't like you then Don't wanna talk now, you ain't my pal My attitude foul, you might be like wow Yeah he's changed, nah I ain't changed Nah, you didn't know me Respect, you didn't show me Alone, nowhere near lonely