Black Spots

I can't let her see what's in my brain. In spaces between sacred and dark plasma strains. I'm better warm and dirty than cold and clean. I chose a side long ago. Monsters keep calling me home. But she don't know.... Lord, don't let her see me this way. All the black spots..... (For I am harm and she's in the way) Lord, don't let her see my eyes have decay. All the black spots..... (For her) I'll stay in sheep's clothing.... (For I am harm and she's in the way) I earned my teeth but she's in the way. I'll carry the weight through the Drug induced daze. Hell can wait! Young and naive, we'll play hide'n seek. I chose my side long ago. Monsters keep calling me home. But soon she'll know.... Lord, don't let her see me this way. All the black spots..... (For I am harm and she's in the way) Lord, don't let her see my eyes have decay. All the black spots..... (For her) I'll stay in sheep's clothing.... (For I am harm and she's in the way) Just stay empty bliss. Sleeping...Sleep. What I was, I still am. I'm in love with her. (Dormant) I'm choking back the rage. Pull the trigger if I fail. (BE READY) Because I'm afraid of the strains starting to show. Lord, don't let her see me this way. All the black spots..... (For I am harm and she's in the way) Lord, don't let her see my eyes have decay. All the black spots..... (For her) I'll stay in sheep's clothing.... I am harm and she's in the way. I'm choking back the rage. (For her) I'll stay in sheep's clothing.... (Can't let her see my eyes have decay) I'm choking back the rage and hell can wait. I know you love me, but it's my price to pay. If I fail, blow me away! I chose this side long ago. For now, Hell can wait.