Mainstream

I wanna go to the place I recall like yesterday The sky was blue In the middle of December It's the little things I seem to remember Sitting on swings and sipping on wine Thinking I don't care yeah this is my own life Think we're all innocent as hell But we were summoning the devil Summoning the devil Summoning the devil Closed doors and wide windows Always wondering where the f*ck my mind goes When I'm laying gone in bed and I'm thinking what they said was true You're not perfect you're just useless Looking blank but I swear you knew this Even said it yourself, but you don't accept help, that's too mainstream for you Mainstream Mainstream Just a prayer to be on your arm But you're not letting things go that far You're teasing me with all your sweet talking Say you're craving me when you wake up in the morning Sitting on swings and sipping on wine Thinking I don't care yeah this is my own life Think we're all innocent as hell But we were summoning the devil Closed doors and wide windows Always wondering where the f*ck my mind goes When I'm laying gone in bed and I'm thinking what they said was true You're not perfect you're just useless Looking blank but I swear you knew this Even said it yourself, but you don't accept help, that's too mainstream for you Mainstream Mainstream I'm asking myself how I caught feelings When I wasn't even finished with healing Do I want twice the pain to feel See you smiling next to her But it's not the same as The natural connection that we had Trust I've tried to let you go Closed doors and wide windows Always wondering where the f*ck my mind goes When I'm laying gone in bed and I'm thinking what they said was true You're not perfect you're just useless Looking blank but I swear you knew this Even said it yourself, but you don't accept help, that's too mainstream for you Mainstream Mainstream