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18 Next week, it's gone by fast Turn back 3 years, how did I last Should be full of optimism, but it never lasts Get so worried about all this vast Stress in decision, need to make a decision But it's made a division in my emotional system Got no provision on the success I envisioned Now I'm in this condition, I cannot live out my vision My anxiety's been up to the max And I don't know where I'm at I get a panic attack every time I close my eyes Now the bud doesn't help, all this stress on my belt Now it's gripping me tight, and I don't know how to help Myself in this life of mine, with school and music taking up my time No resting days for my time to shine But to keep my head up is becoming quite a fight February's coming to a close, but my mind feels cold Weeks ago there was the storm, but still the earth feels cold February's coming to a close, but my mind feels cold Weeks ago there was the storm, but still the earth feels cold 18 Next week, it's gone by fast Turn back 3 years, how did I last Should be full of optimism, but it never lasts Get so worried about all this vast Stress in decision, need to make a decision But it's made a division in my emotional system Got no provision on the success I envisioned Now I'm in this condition, I cannot live out my vision My anxiety's been up to the max And I don't know where I'm at I get a panic attack every time I close my eyes Now the bud doesn't help, all this stress on my belt Now it's gripping me tight, and I don't know how to help Myself in this life of mine, with school and music taking up my time No resting days for my time to shine But to keep my head up is becoming quite a fight February's coming to a close, but my mind feels cold Weeks ago there was the storm, but still the earth feels cold February's coming to a close, but my mind feels cold Weeks ago there was the storm, but still the earth feels cold