Inside Out

Intro: I’ve looked back to front, far and wide, all about, I stripped and gutted the place, Inside out But to no avail I still fail, nothings here for me, need another route I’ve searched every nook and cranny, but I’m at a loss I’ve turned every stone in the valley, guess I should move on Verse 1: I been looking for the answers I been searching far and wide I’m tempted to just turn my back and leave it all behind jumping over hurdles just to find out I was walking in a circle now I’m starting to think it’s time I draw the line I guess I’m at a loss I’m stressed and I’m exhausted I Deposited my trust unaware of what the cost would be now I’m just a weary lone traveler who’s lost at sea subject to the wave as it tosses me I don’t need your validation to fulfill me I spend a lot of time wishing I could still be The kid I once was, then I end up feeling guilty for thinking through you I would find some real peace And I apologize for believing in the lie that if I only had your love I would feel free I’m running low on patience my heart has been slowly breaking I’m open to conversation but Hook: I’ve looked, back to front, far and wide, all about, I stripped and gutted the place, Inside out But to no avail I still fail, nothings here for me, need another route I’ve searched every nook and cranny, but I’m at a loss I’ve turned every stone in the valley, guess I should move on Verse 2: I’m caught in this cycle of confusion I’m tryna reach a conclusion Or come up with a solution I had your back and even through the times you were abusive I still saw you as real or was that just an illusion? I guess it’s my fault for being idealistic instead of realistic I feel like I might’ve missed out on what’s right for me I wanted perspective a perfect sight to see but getting to the top is not the point of climbing trees still I turn the stones in the valley hands in my pocket all alone in an alley wondering if all of this will come to pass and if I can come to grasp With the fact that I ain’t learning nothing fast It’s a slow journey, and I’m still working out my mess cause strong shoulders carry heavy burdens I’m still learning, but I’m determined And at my lowest Hook: I've looked back to front, far and wide, all about, I've stripped and gutted the place, Inside out but to no avail, I still fail, nothings here for me need another route I've searched every nook and cranny, but I'm at a loss I turned every stone in the valley, guess I should move on