I Just Wanna Be Different

Sometimes I think about what we should do in the future I know that I must be the man and I should love her But, I know that I can't because I want something more I wana escape the world and let my fate decide it all So, let me go without a broken heart Because the hardest part, always leaves a scar yea And I know that I can't leave without hurting you So I'm gonna sing this song and let you know the truth Cause if i can't go then should know That im gonna be out of control I just wanna be different I don't wanna be closer to you I just wanna be different I don't wanna be closer to you When I look into your eyes I feel like like i am lonely This mask i hide behind Shows nothing cause you don't know me But i know that i can Be myself and so much more If I just let go and see myself Yea, i will hurt no more So let me go without a broken heart Because the hardest part always leaves a scar yea But i know that i can't never think about before This world is open and i wanna see so much more Cause if i can't go then you should know That im not anyone I just wanna be different I don't wanna be closer to you I just wanna be different I don't wanna be closer to you Now and then I've been thinking About how to be closer to you So, every night I keep drinking To find the solution for you Well I think about it, more than i forget it, said it, hate it, cause i didn't make it Taking my times, to let the rhymes go by More as im sittin' here, thinking pretty girls what i need to be hittin' I might, might dig it yea Might dig it, but i don't know what to do When im rambling about all that stuff that makes me puke Like, who the f*ck cares and why should i Pull yourself together man You're starting to make me cry Honestly it's not your parents fault They just thought it was the best way For you to grow up So get your life back, just like that Take it all back, put it all in a bag And stop the Yap Yap But i think about it, more than i forget it, said it, hate it, cause i didn't make it Taking my times to let the rhymes go by More as im sittin' here, thinking pretty girls what i need to be hittin' I might, might dig it yea I just wanna be different I don't wanna be closer to you I jus wanna be different I don't wanna be closer to you Now and then i've been thinking How to be closer to you So every night i am drinking To Find the solution for you I just wanna be different I don't wanna be closer to you I jus wanna be different I don't wanna be closer to you