Face off the present

I thought it for so much time Waiting for the day All was so confusing And this mistake I paid My life is changing I will stay My life is trading No money in my way I'm coming down now And I don't know how To go back to surface No no oh oh... It's all so dark around me The eyes cannot see What are oppressing me And I'm weaker than I should be My heart is achin' I can't breath My hands are shakin' So near I'm in my death Surrounded by my Hesitation I stop fighting and now (I'm) falling even more And yet I think of past days Where everything was so pleasant Sometimes there was some blaze Never so burning like the present And it was so amazing And it was so amazing I vaguely remember the sour A punch in face tasted of the dust With my nails you heard me scour Prey of the worst bust But it was so amazing But it was so amazing We thought of giving up We have grown with so much pain It would be nice to go back But we are over the edge And now we face the present 'Cause we're so near to reset And now we face the present 'Cause we're so near to reset