I'll Understand

I looked around and saw A love affair, unresolved It looked strange and felt weird To clean my sins in her tears Hate to see you lying in defeat Cause you complete me Words can't heal us Not the real us But I know what can Wanted to say I missed you so But my name, you don't know I'll have a drink and fade from here What's happening is so, so real There's a flame in my way I can't stay Until I'm broke down and envious I will love you, I'm not above you Roses in the summer time Everyone left behind It's not right Oh, my darling, I shot myself for fun While I was blacked out playing with guns If you leave me it won't be easy But I'll Understand