Guess We'll Never Know

Last night I gave myself the spins Making myself sick over the place you put me in Maybe I'm the idiot For reminiscing on something that would've gone to shit 'Cause what ifs why's and how comes Have me questioning the outcomes Like what if I was still in Memphis faking smiles in your pictures I guess we'll never know If I could ever be somebody I know I'm not I guess we'll never know How different I would be if I was still yours oh god You tried to drag me down Its so hard not to think about Who I would be right now if I had never let you go But I guess we'll never know I didn't recognize how small you made me feel Until I saw the bigger picture and you made it a big deal Claimed that I cared more about myself than you Guess its lucky that part turned out to be true 'Cause how long could I bend over backwards In your matrix of theatrics Just for you to call me out on every move What would I do I guess we'll never know If I could ever be somebody I know I'm not I guess we'll never know How different I would be if I was still yours oh god You tried to drag me down Its so hard not to think about Who I would be right now if I had never let you go But I guess we'll never know You carved out a place in my memory Theres no such thing as meant to be And no bad blood at least not from me But I wonder what you'd think 'Cause I know you thought that we could sort it out But what we're not is what I sort of found No need to wander down that road cause I guess we'll I guess we'll never know If I could ever be somebody I know I'm not I guess we'll never know How different I would be if I was still yours oh god You tried to drag me down Its so hard not to think about Who I would be right now if I had never let you go But I guess we'll never know