Something Better

Put myself upon a pedestal Fell off and shattered in a million pieces Don't know why I don't feel better still I think that patterns gonna keep repeating Narcissism isn't my best quality Love pretending everyones so fond of me Don't have time to figure out what bothers me Maybe what bothers me Is that a bet on myself is like a deal with the devil I don't know what I need but I doubt I could settle I'm a cause that got lost always looking for answers I get what I want then I want then I want something better Tear my self anointed crown to shreds I don't deserve it in the first place Take my standards draw the line again So much higher than I'll I ever make self obsession wonder what they thought of me so cliche to blame it on technology Too much time to think about what's wrong with me Maybe nothings wrong with me But a bet on myself is like a deal with the devil I don't know what I need but I doubt I could settle I'm a cause that got lost always looking for answers I get what I want then I want then I want something better Put my fist in the air now I'm screaming at heaven If I'm so self aware why isn't anything different And I'll bet on myself cause I can't wait forever Til I get what I want and I want something better