Second Thoughts

I traded comfort for this hole in the wall Working two jobs and making nothing at all Caught in delusion I was in an illusion What am I doing here now? I look up I look down I try my best to get my feet off the ground Working hard and for what I wish somebody would come take me home I feel so alone I want to fade away Now I'm having seconds thoughts But I'll trust my heart I know I'm meant to be It's getting harder struggling through the days Chasing a dream that's slowly drifting away Caught in illusion it was all a delusion What the hell am I doing here now? I look up, I look down I try my best to get my feet off the ground Working hard and for what I wish somebody would come take me home I feel so alone I want to fade away Now I'm having seconds thoughts But I'll trust my heart I know I'm meant to be Oh what can I say? Have I made a mistake? I'll take it day by day I'm not running away I look up I look down I try my best to get my feet off the ground Working hard and for what I wish somebody would come take me home I feel so alone I want to fade away Now I'm having seconds thoughts But I'll trust my heart I know I'm meant to be