Creation (So Long)

I was craving love From a drag or a drink or drug From creation or God above When you asked for light 'Cause the cops never acted right Wanna f*ck and then f*ck your life F*ck the pills at night Though the view from the wall sought apathy Still the beauty would capture me Enraptured in the orchid trees Before the past could collapse on me And the lapse between Every line that he crossed with me And the concepts you said made it hard to breathe Was too short for us On a bus twenty miles apart Retching out four halves of a bloodbath of foreign hearts And the sleepless nights carry on Because Jesus Christ, I was wrong That you'd give a f*ck about a nature sketch on a tree that's been dead for so long Yeah, but so long And no feeling can fucking match it I forgot about passion, action, crashing When the past can't match the love you ration Everybody uses you till they're through Am I wrong? But so long But so long But so long But so long There's a flower Waiting somewhere Growing slowly Every day When you find it Take it with you Please don't leave me Until then Until then Until then